ϟ Another end of the year post,

2011 was a hell of a ride! And none of those ride excites me. I mean, it excites me while waiting for my turn to ride, but those rides were disappointing at the end. Same tragic disappointments. I regretted not preparing myself for the ride. 

But those rides gave me lessons and made me strong. You know, you don’t always get what you want in life. Heck, its fucking hard to get what you want in life. It kills to watch people that you know who are living your dream. And then there you are being happy for that person and kept questioning yourself “Why can’t I have what he have”

The grass is always greener on the other side. But hey, maybe its my fault. Maybe I didn’t provide sprinklers for my grass. Yeah. And now, all I can do is to make the best of my brown grass. And that is what I will do for 2012, my brown grass will be green again :)

I’ve experience too many disappointments and regret this year. Everything didn’t go well. Out of plan. But knowing Nick Raja Adam, I’ll be optimistic all the way and all the time. Someday I’ll get there. Someday my grass would be so green. All I have to do is to provide light and water. 

simple kan?

until then.