February 2012
17 posts
Bosan, so I made a new song.
La di da di da
...
I'm still breathing,
I feel quite blessed and fortunate. Very contented with life. Although I still procrastinate and things don’t always go out as they were planned, I am still very thankful. For whatever may come. It annoys me sometimes that I am too optimistic. But, I have always been TOO optimistic and I’ll get disappointed at the end. Now that statement has made me a pessimist.
Other than that, life...
Made a little sweet song for my bestfriend Nikki!...
Your love was cheap,
I have found a new problem of mine. Its not exactly a problem actually, its one of the bad sides of my personality. And that is, not really accepting new people in to my life. I am friendly, I smile first most of the time, I make the first conversation most of the time but its hard for me to find a friend that can actually click with me except for some people. I mean a friend pointed out yesterday...
I am posting pictures that I edited using my...
Parents know best!
What your parents do for you, what they advise and what they know, is better than our immature WANT IT NOW minds. Listen to your parents first before listening to someone else. Yes, their advise may seem bullshit sometimes but bila dah terkena, baru kau tahu langit tu tinggi ke rendah. Because your parents know you MORE than you know yourself. If they trust you to do anything, they let you go...
Shuffling the playlist.
So here I am, in the studio. Preparing myself to show the lecturer the first draft of my final layout. Feeling quite sleepy and lethargic. I’m choosing the women lecturer because she seems like a man and the man lecturer seems so confused and PMSed.
Its going to be a busy 2 weeks for me. I have drama classes on Sunday which is the full rehearsal of the actual play we’re doing on...
For what may come,
Its been a while since I last blog using my vintage acer Laptop. I use my blackberry for everything now. Except for when I’m doing my assignments. Anyway, two weeks until finals for semester 2 starts. I can’t wait for this to end though. And during my semester break, I’m hoping to get a job somewhere and doing something that I like. I repeat: I AM NOT GOOD AT GREETING CUSTOMERS....
“Won’t you walk through and bust through the doors and take me away and no...”
– Thinking Of You by Katy Perry
the 4am post,
Now playing: The Blowers Daughter By Damien Rice.
Yeap, the shorter story, no love no glory, no hero in my sky.
Wtf sial. I don’t need no motherfucking superman to save me. I’m my own superman.
But yeah I can’t take my eyes off you.
There are times when I feel like crying. But I hate crying. I don’t even fucking cry that much during my dad’s funeral. I get...
Maybe I should just stay quiet.
The weeks before finals is always the most busiest weeks of all!
K bye. So buzy cannot blog.
February's here, March ahead and April awaits!
A month left until semester 2 ends. Procrastination has always been a problem of mine and I hate the fucked up feeling you get when you realize you’re doing your work and projects at the last minute before submission. How to get at least a 3 pointer this semester. I’m fucked.
But oh well, I hope I’ll do great for my finals.
You know its really no used crying over a spilled...
What I tell myself everyday.
Don’t allow an old fear, worry, regret, or guilt to stop you from accomplishing something wonderful now. Nothing from the past is real anymore in the sense that it can control you - unless, that is, you allow it to control you. You are a product of your past, Nick, but you are not a victim of it or a servant to it. Use what you learned - including even those things that didn’t turn out...
January 2012
5 posts
This song is call sorry, alone in the room. Bored....
The one that got away cover. What I did after...
A procrastination weekend.
Been delaying my work and shit. Been watching NEW GIRL and some movies. OMG! I just finished watching Justin Bieber: Never Say Never. To the haters that hates him so much, you should watch the movie. I have that NOT BAD meme in my head from the start of the movie, but then through out the movie I actually think that he’s awesome. Okay still I don’t fancy his songs. But he’s...
Another,
I want 2012 to be a good year for me. Heck, I want it great! Please let this year bring me tons of joy and happiness. PLEASE.
Procrastination with no masturbation,
I’ve been stuck staring at Microsoft Words 2007. What to do with this Land Use assignment that is due tomorrow? Essay? Folio? WHAT?! My classmate said just do a simple essay. But, this question requires an example. Most examples are in pictures. yeap.
until then,
December 2011
9 posts
Its the last day of 2011,
I can’t believe it! A lot happen this year. I read my new year post for 2011. I had no resolutions. Well, actually I had 5 but I only accomplish 1. For 2012, I shall make some resolutions. It will happen :) insyallah. The first one would be NOT TO MISS MY PRAYERS.
11 more to go :)
mimpi yang sempurna,
I am addicted to that Peterpan song. yeay ada lagu karaoke baru :)
Another end of the year post,
2011 was a hell of a ride! And none of those ride excites me. I mean, it excites me while waiting for my turn to ride, but those rides were disappointing at the end. Same tragic disappointments. I regretted not preparing myself for the ride.
But those rides gave me lessons and made me strong. You know, you don’t always get what you want in life. Heck, its fucking hard to get what you...
A L O N E
I wonder what is running through everyone’s mind. What are they thinking about.
Have you ever been so lost? Have you ever felt so...
bitch,
Dah balik Shah Alam, Tak nak balik Perak. Dah sampai Perak, malas nak balik Shah Alam. MOM, get me a private jet.
2012
I have nothing to look forward to for 2012. Its just another year, another type of happiness, another tragic sadness, same laughter, same tears, the same routine and shit. The only thing that is different is my age. I’m just psyched about my birthday and the two new nieces that would be my personal Kendall and Kylie Jenner.
Other than that, things would definitely be the same. You know,...
Whats up ladies and germs of the underworld!
Tomorrow is the DAY! Its the day!! I’m going home tomorrow! Can you believe it? It has been almost a month since I went back home. 3 weeks to be exact. Its one of the best achievement so far! If I was myself during semester 1, I would be going home every week. Well. la di da di da. My course suck still. I repeat, I will not be a town planner. I shall fulfill my dreams in being a rockstar....
Hello,
To my invisible readers, hi. Its been a while since I last update you people about the ups and downs that I’ve been through. Well, 2 weeks have passed. I’m in this place I call dead. So far so good. Surprisingly, I feel.. I don’t feel happy of course. I just feel straight. You know that feeling where you don’t feel other emotions but okay. Aku dah redha dengan keadaan. I...
November 2011
11 posts
“People are attracted to you because you’re addictive. You’re a hard...”
– You
I can't believe it is THIS Sunday!
SHIT! A week left until classes starts. I hate this. I mean, I hate it there and I hope I will have the bestest time of my LIFE for the coming semesters. PLEASE god.
until then,
Aries
I don’t usually believe in horoscope fortune telling shit, but this one is true! Okay maybe have true. Here goes,
“You should soon reap the rewards of something good you did awhile back, Aries. It may have been a kindness bestowed upon a stranger. Or it may have been something you worked hard to achieve. But whether you recognize the connection or not, know that a benevolent force is...
Let it rain over me,
I am currently spending my second last Friday night at Shah Alam in my house. You know, before 2nd semester starts. Before I am again filled with assignments and depression.
And no.
I am not quitting. I will continue on doing whatever it is I am doing. I will not change my course. I will just do it. And just deal with this shit for another 5 more semester. I know I’m not a quitter. And...
So hungry
Gonna go for second semester!
NOT EXCITED AT ALL! But oh well, being a slacker in Shah Alam for a whole 2 month aint that great either. So, gimme your best shot UiTM! Urgh,
Until then
“You are hard on yourself anyway, so extra pressure is probably making you feel...”
– Thank you, iloveyou. Your words make my day.
Foster The People,
Who’s in love with this band? I am! Okay lame entrance. But I’m downloading their whole album and it sounds so good!
stuck in reverse,
If I continue, I’ll be miserable but make almost everyone else happy. If I quit, I might make everyone feel scared and sad but maybe I might be happier and contented.
The pro’s and cons of life. But so far, I always feel like I’m trying to please everyone. I always feel like that I’m scared to tell people about what I actually want to do in life. I may seem like I...
Another dramatic post,
The reason I can’t sleep is because, well, I just can’t. And I have to wake up EARLY in the morning tomorrow for Shamsul’s graduation day. Other than that, my results for semester 1 is coming out in less than 48 hours. Heck its closer to 24 hours. And I’m just… I just wanna make my family proud. I ended semester 1 and went through all of the assignments, the tears...
October 2011
9 posts
whats up,
So its NOVEMBER already. I am enjoying my sem break and now time tells me that I have 20 days to live. Yes, its that fucked up. Lets pray that second semester would be better. Please. PLEASE.
I keep telling myself that UiTM is OKAY. My course is WHAT I WANT and ITS OKAY. Who am I kidding. Its not. But oh well, it is what it is. Get it over and done with. And then think about life later. So,...
How lame is it that I actually have no time for...
Catch up with Nikki, Yasmin and Sya tomorrow!
What’s your sunday plan?
Hi.
Its been a while. The internet is fucked up here in S.Alam too! So, yeah. I’m updatin via blackberry again. So, how have you followers been? I could see 11 new followers following me, but I can’t view or follow you back just cause the BB won’t let me. So far, I am having the holidays of ma life! Sleep, eat, work out, hang out, gossip, eat, eat, sleep again. Its like a routine!...
If the world don't revolve around me, why should...
At least I know that the world isn’t always about me.
You are so dumb,
Saturday
My Saturday was spent with my familia. Keeping up with the Raja Adam. Anyway, I woke up at 3pm today and I swear that was the best sleep ever! Thanks to the medicine the doctor gave me. 16 hours of pure hardcore dreamland was what I actually need. But I still feel like puking at times though.
Had late lunch with Mommy dearest at Nando’s Plaza Massalam. It was okay. I mean...
Food Poisoning,
The last time I had this sickness was when I was 11. I swear I thought that was the first and the last time I will ever experienced food poisoning. Unfortunately no. I am having it now. Maybe its because of the Pan Sear Dory Fish I had at fullhouse yesterday. Urgh just saying DORY FISH makes me wanna vomit more.
I feel so pregnant.
until then,